-5% day. -11% week. I'm a mess.

It's not clicking. And...well, tbh... I'm trading like an ass. Putting more money into the reserve account to slow myself down even more.

Green to red to green +1%

See what I did there? Started with green trades. Then, when I started losing, I started trading like a bigger and bigger ass until I went red. Then I finally got BNTX for a heart attack, but back into the green.

I did have a consciousness after my first red trade, that I had a nice little gainer and should just call it quits. That was at about 9:50am. Instead, I proceeded to hack and slice until just getting back above water at 1:00.

It's not worth the psychological toxicity. I should be taking my money and RUN! to go have the rest of a wonderful day. Then build small green on top of small green, maybe a few big greens, and ride off into the sunset with my dreams!

This is about the dreams. This is about supporting my family. This is about living where I want to live while doing a job that I enjoy and makes me feel proud of myself.
So don't trade like an ass. Don't toxify my mentality. Just stack up the wins.

Weak start, green to red, then lost my head -13%

Weak start, but at least it was clockwork. Then I hacked around on MRNA (WTF?!) until it turned into a total sh!t show.
I could really use a few +20% days for the sake of my account, but I know I can't push like that if the market isn't giving it. Maybe I could just stop having -10% days?
Stay clockwork. If I go green to red, I should probably just stop.

+7% day on clockwork

I had a lot of winners out of the gate (bottom), followed by some losers (top), list sorted by time. Losers were contained. All positions were small. All stops were tight. Good clockwork day.